Is it incredibly ironic that the day after I started this blog, I lost the topic I was going to be writing about?
"We need to talk."
Good thing I prepared myself for this.
I was able to keep myself from... crying.
Well... until everyone else left, that is.
Damnit. I hate crying. With a passion.
Good thing it was only for a little while.
"I know I've been treated you badly."
Did you know that I found that card you gave me the day before Valentine's day in my binder during first period?
I forgot I left it there. But I found it. And when I did. I couldn't stop smiling and I showed it off to my friend, Kaitlin, for the millionth time.
After that, I just zoned out and reread the card over and over again for thirty minutes.
"I'm just really confused. I don't know what I want."
Well I hope you find that out soon. For now... I'm gonna try to get over you.
But I know there's gonna be a little part of me that's gonna try to wait for you.
So... don't make that part wait too long.
Because I'm gonna find out what I want.
And you might not be a part of that.
"I don't want to lead you on, so let's just be friends."
Remember when you told me to tell my cousins that you wouldn't let them down?
Well, what are you doing now?
