I DGAF. But sometimes it still hurts.

[13:25] jr catanghal: ppl always say its about trust and what not
[13:25] jr catanghal: but that's an excuse, the only way for someone to trust you is to earn their trust over time or be reassuring
[13:25] jr catanghal: and that's not reassuring at all
[13:25] jr catanghal: i mean
[13:26] jr catanghal: its only human to be a bit disappointed

**EDIT
Had a good talk with Kris [Thank you, bfxinfinity=und. Love ya!] and Jrawr today.
The very wise Jrawr.

Idk. Just knowing that I can't be there for you like she totally can annoys the crap out of me. I've told people both sides of the story, trying to see if I'm truly wrong for being upset, but I still hear, "Aren't you pissed?" or "What the fuck, seriously?" I don't think I'm so afraid of what might happen because you told me nothing will. I'm more afraid of what might.... stop.
DGAF

In Over My Head.

I don't know.
I think I'm just stressing.
There's a lot of stuff going on.
I have to make the mix for my Aunt's birthday party on Saturday.
The songs Veeno sent me were faulty... so she has to resend them to me. Ehgahd.
I have to finish it by Friday...
Oh yeah. Veeno might not even be able to go to practice on Friday either.
And I think Ness is just... not doing it.
LAKSJDSNADhaLKAHDKAJSD. Ugh.

So yeah... I guess I'm in a pretty bad mood.
It doesn't help that my mom made me a schedule for today.
A schedule. For summer. The ehf. Whyy!?
It's annoying.

Idk what's going on with you. With me. With us.
Things changed.