Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Realization.

I suprised myself today.
It actually wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be.

I take back the thanks I gave you two days ago.
Now it's going to my friends.
All cliches aside, without my friends, I would've been crap today.
I was expecting myself to feel horrible and confused and alone.
But no.
Today... today I was just single and likin' it.

A little birdie told me things I didn't want to hear about you.
Like what, when and why.
"Are you serious?"
I have to listen to my cousins more.

So anyhoodles... today was pretty much a good day.
For lack of a better word.

But you know what would've made it even better?

FCUKING LOOK AT ME

Don't drop your eyes whenever I come along.
Don't avoid my gaze.
Do you see how I dropped the bar for you?
[You can interpret that in different ways.]

Other than that, everything's just peachy keen.
Because today I realized, I just don't need you.

I seemed to have misplaced that card.