It was like... switching friends, group jumping.
I don't know. More details on that later.
Can you believe I was a Superman-fighting, wedgie-giving ninja today during ASL?
Believe it. I scratched up my shoes for an A.
They're not that messed up.
I don't understand the language the new chemistry teacher speaks in.
He's gonna make me fail.
The one day I don't bring my camera.
Good job, Subliminal.
I screamed too much.
"I'm a nerd, I'm a
Eeeh.
Second lunch is really boring.
Kit wants me to give him my taquitos.
Good thing I have first lunch.
I hate history. Hate hate hate.
I don't want to make a poster about communist China.
So I had the weirdest time at the mall today.
Tyler and I looked for purple. But we already had purple. That reminds me of his contacts. That reminds me of Julian's eyes. Hi Julian. Now we just need Walmart shoes. Ian shopped for purple. But he's gonna wear yellow. With Jennifer. And her yellow pants that she wants to eat because she's hungry and can't return them. And Tim said Hi to like... every other person at the mall. ZOMG I need to finish Driver's Ed so I don't have to ask 50 billion people for a ride. We saw freshmen. Hi Aldrin and Zack and Nick P, etc. It's confirmed! Nick P is a freshman. "Jack and Jil went up the hill..." [It's always this "rap."] They went to go dance on top of the parking structure I think. Justin and Benny came and I watched them eat sushi. Frankie ate sushi with his mom I think. Idk. KRIS I'M MAD AT YOU. You know why.
So talking with Drea again today.
I have to most mixed up feelings in the world.
"One day he'll realize you're worth it, or you'll realize he isn't."
That's just how it works.
You've still got that place up there, I'm kinda still standing down here.
Three years, you popped up out of somewhere, gave me a taste and jumped back like, "Haha! Just kidding!"
I just.. ugh. I just want to get rid of this whole experience.
I'm still waiting.
I just don't know what for.
[PS] Don't jinx it.
