We changed her name to Abby because it's easier to yell compared to Ariel.

Alright... so today started off a little slow. Just chillin in bed watching T.V.
Then Justin came over to practice for his rose dance. We ended up just practicing the waltz.
He got it really quickly.
We attempted to jam with my guitar, but it was pretty much a fail.
Then we walked to Ralph's, bought candy. Rips for him, Hershey's cookies and cream for me.
On the way back, his mom happened to be pulling out of the parking lot. XD Awkward.
Then we started walking back to the house, but my dad called and said to buy garlic.
So we walked back and bought garlic for $.50
After that, we just chilled on the couch and watched random shows.

A bit of my familia was over too.
The part I never really see at the family get togethers.
They brought their doggie, Abby.
Haha. She's cute. Whines a LOT, but still cuute.

So I was asking my madre about our plans for tomorrow for my padre's bday.
She said, "Oh, we're going to that place from last time with your auntie."
Okaaaay... there's a lot of places, last times and aunties... you need to be more specific X]

Can I Have This Dance?

So. I don't know where we are anymore.

Anyways... today was a good day!
Woke up early to be awake when Jennifer came over.
I made myself a pretty amazing savory french toast.
She ate her salmon and rice with soy sauce.
Then... we waited for Rem and Michael to come over.
And we waited... and waited... and waited.
OH! And.. Andrew and Mark are coming over too! Grreat.
So... we worked on the lifts and the waltz steps.
You gays better practice. I'm serious. With my serious face.
You prolly won't though... eff.
Whatev.
It was quite nice dancing with you. :]

My mom's screaming at the T.V.
I didn't know she could scream so high and loud.
Lakers <3

Charice effing Pempengco...

...has been on blast in my house all day thanks to my padre.
And it's not like... her album on a loop. It's ONE EFFING SONG!
A song I don't need to hear!

"All That I Need to Survive"
I feel your arms when I'm lonely
I make believe that you are still here with me
It's all I need
I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine

Whatevah. DGAF.
I'm over it.

Date Night
with Rebekah.
Fun times :]

I didn't cry at all today. Not once. I'm very proud of my progress, aren't you? I'm sure this is a new record for me ;]

The Last Kiss.

Yesterday, standing outside with you, under the stars.
I know it reminded you of the first time we kissed too.
It was very bittersweet. Thank you.

I had another good talk with Jakob. I guess, you're right. People do talk about us. Which is strange. They even take sides. Jakob didn't. Why is it necessary to take sides? As if this is a war. As if only one person tried to do the right thing. So thank you Jakob, for not choosing a side. Thank you for all your advice.

I was planning on writing some long-ass blog about how I felt yesterday. I decided not to.
All I need now is to keep busy, talk to my friends and just not think about it. About you.
I've cried so much.. I don't want to cry anymore.

Is it coincidental that my cousin showed me these videos recently?
He's somewhat strange...