Saturday, June 06, 2009

"If I had a weak heart..."

So what happened last night?
I'm really confused.
You gave up so easily.
Maybe it was your subconscious mind that said her name.
But doesn't that mean you want her in some way or another?
I don't know... I was so scared.
I'm pretty sure my heart felt like yours did when you thought I would fall of the second floor of the mall... if not, then it felt ten times worse.

Starting today, I'm going to be a better person.
Physically and emotionally.
For you.

"You were the first one I'd see when I would walk into a room,
but now I can't even keep my eyes open for you."


[PS] I'm praying for Kris's mom who's in the hospital.
I hope everything's okay.
I heart you BFxInfinity=Undefined.
*Hand hug*
"Aaww..."