So, I talked to a few people today... not as much as I hoped. But I did...

Anyway, it just keeps coming back to bother me. I keep trying not to let it. But I keep thinking about how you were never going to tell me and I keep trying not to get upset or mad, because I feel like I deserve it. But someone made a point about how I was planning on telling you, but it was just poor timing, yet... even if I didn't make my mistake, you still would've kept your secret from me. And I never would have known. And I'm trying so hard not to make a big deal out of it, but I just keep feeling hurt. And all these questions are running through my head, like if you liked it and how long it lasted and if she was really pretty... she must've been. And I keep wondering what you guys did at her house and if you had fun and made plans to come over again. Idk... I'm trying to forget it.. like I hope you're trying to do now, but I don't think you will. So yeah, idk. People kept telling me that it's not fair because it's almost the same concept in both situations, we both didn't keep our promises. Oh well. I deserve it though. That's what you'd say.

Almost done with homework...
Your family is so nice to me. Thanks again for the mocha and stuffs... I think there's still $3 in your dad's car. That's why I was smiling. You have cute toes. I got sad when you said, "to mess around with you." I really hope this isn't a game...
I love you, Michael.