Wednesday, March 16, 2011

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Hi. After school, we argued.
I was upset because I felt like you were purposefully making me carry around this thing that the two of you worked on together... that I would see your names together on the bottom right hand corner and get sad. Yeah... well I got sad. And I don't remember what you said, just something that hurt me and I didn't feel like riding home with you because of how much it hurt. [Stupid now, because I cant even remember.] So I told you I'd find another ride and yeah I was hoping you'd say 'no' ride with me... but yeah you just walked away. And I sat down and I was trying not to cry like a loser by myself and I was freaking out because Drea didn't pick up her phone and none of the bboys were there so I didn't know who to ask for a ride home. But then you called me and asked if I found a ride... and I just felt really stupid saying no. So you made me walk over to where you were and whatever, I don't even know.
And then... then you said I never supported you and that upset me even more. You have no idea how much I want to show you off to everyone. You have no effing idea.

Then... it was almost something from a movie. You put your arm around me and I thought you would leave it at that. That simple action still would've made me all giddy inside. But then, you turned your head towards me and... you kissed me. And after that I felt like I could do anything... I just got really confused after. But, I'll figure stuff out I suppose. I'm happy...