"Don't say that"

Here I am all giddy all 'cause of you. It's your fault. I keep smiling to myself and these little butterflies in my tummy are going crazy. And now I feel like it's only going to happen when you feel like it. When YOU feel like it. I don't like that. :/ You made me really happy today. I want to make you happy too. I want to make you feel like I did today. If you'll let me. I feel like there's so much more I can say about today. But all that's really going through my mind is just.. "Omgsh Omgsh Omgsh..." I really hope this is real. It'd be really cruel if it was just another mean joke. But, I should know already to not get my hopes up. Don't worry... I didn't. You're still free.