I hate this paranoid feeling I always get now, when I'm texting someone or talking to them on AIM and after a few or several minutes I wonder if they're getting bored of me... or annoyed.
Yeah, it's not just you anymore. I worry about it when I'm talking to anyone.
But when I'm talking to you? That's when I'm at my worst. I question myself...
"Should I reply right away?"
"Should I make him wait a little?"
"Should I stop texting him so he can hang out in peace with his friends?"
"Is it okay to keep the conversation going now that the topic we were talking about is over?"
"Will he tell me if I'm talking too much again?"
"Is it okay to text him when I'm sad even though I've texted him a lot today already?"
"Is it okay to say 'hello?' when he hasn't replied in almost an hour?"
I remember when you used to freak out when I didn't reply quickly because you thought something happened to me. I used to get annoyed... now I kind of miss it.
Like they say, you don't really start to appreciate things until they're gone.
