Yesterday, standing outside with you, under the stars.
I know it reminded you of the first time we kissed too.
It was very bittersweet. Thank you.
I had another good talk with Jakob. I guess, you're right. People do talk about us. Which is strange. They even take sides. Jakob didn't. Why is it necessary to take sides? As if this is a war. As if only one person tried to do the right thing. So thank you Jakob, for not choosing a side. Thank you for all your advice.
I was planning on writing some long-ass blog about how I felt yesterday. I decided not to.
All I need now is to keep busy, talk to my friends and just not think about it. About you.
I've cried so much.. I don't want to cry anymore.
Is it coincidental that my cousin showed me these videos recently?
He's somewhat strange...
