How do you go from last night:
"Good night jil! Youre the sweetest girl ever i mean it. I cant believe you waited for me and you have a final tomorrow. Youre truly the best girlfriend ever :] sweet dreams my baby"
To today:
"Cause I dont feel like it will work out..."
"I dont know what to do. I dont want to get back feeling pity"
"I really dont know jil"
"Well im leaning towards getting back but it might be cause im sorry for you being sad"
And then I ask you:
"So youre really done with me?"
"I hope not..."
"Do you want me to stop texting you now? sorry I bothered you again"
"Its okay."
So I was talking to him:
"wow what a jerk. i seriously think you should just leave him. im sorry."
"but i love him"
"i know you do. but ugh he's a jerk to you. wth. that makes me mad."
" :/ hes worth it"
"ok well. if you still wanna keep try keeping him im not stopping you. im just saying he's a jerk to you. and i dont wanna see you get hurt anymore :("
"i might regret it later on that i kept trying, but i feel like if i try harder, he can love me again."
