Everything just feels weird right now.
I'm not really focusing in school.
I'm always tired, but it's hard to make myself sleep.
I've been feeling so frustrated and just... mad.
I get stressed so easily with clubs, finishing homework so that it's perfect, helping around the house, tutoring my brothers, trying to make everyone happy.
It's not really working.
It's pretty much... failing.
I don't know what it is.
I don't know what I need.
I keep comparing myself to... people.
It kinda sucks [blue is a sad color...?] when I think about it.
'Cause I fall pretty short.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG.
I just wanted someone to talk to.
And usually, I go to you.
I should be one of the happi-effin-est [yellow is a happy color] people on earth right now.
Why? 'Cause I'm finally going to my first high school dance.
HOMECOMING. :D
Is that sad? That my first dance is when I'm a junior?
Whatever... I don't care 'cause I'm going and it's all good.
Maybe I'm got my hopes up a little too much...
Let's tone it down.
I got my nails done at Michael's padre's nailshop.
Starline, by Sams, Great clips, Walgreen's, that area.
You should go. If you know Michael, you get 20%. Wooh.
Hi! My name is Jil and I'm a walking talking ad.
I need to finish homework.
I just heard an announcement on the answering machine.
"Hi this is blah blah Murrieta Unified School District blah shake out blah tomorrow blah simulate blah join other schools in the state something."
But seriously, I'm really scared about this earthquake we're supposed to have.
